POSTED ON: 2/28/2006 09:03:00 PM | 0 comments

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jus found out smth.. **taken aback** !!! ''sumbody'' called n told mi smth.. smth smth.. dun tink i will go confront e person.. or mayb i will? to find out who is utterin e shiit? i dun believe ''.....'' (die for sure cnt say e name,, i bet all e ppl readin ,, oso will HUH,, cnt believe!!) will say such thingy..backstab !!!!
''......'' , i tot we were frens?! , u stab mii, wif thing i nv do..?!! u stab mi bhind my bck wif those.... words of urs ?! ..
((but it's okii, i tiink.. ii still can tk it !!!:D ,, it's not e worst.. tt happened within.. a dae))
but ''sumbody'' wan bluff me for wad.? **tinkin** .. nobody understands :( ... mii, a pain in e neck ...

i'm bckin off now ..... gibin space .... all e best!!!!

wo bu xiang wo bu xiang bu xiang zhang da .. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~


a ger under cover but u tore me apart~ ~ u tore mii apart, ooo-ooo

ii tink i got a fever or mayb not.. :( infection.? :( ... tiinkin bck now,, i feels.. damn bloody .... idiotic..., stupid !! cnt b at hm tis few daes,, cnt let dem c e wounds.. :D ,, so prayhard,, tmr i can get away.. free fm all these :D

hey sh,, dunno u will b readin mar,, jus tell u in here (incase u cnt find me ltr or so) kkx,, tmr i not goin zouk ler.. i got thingy on .. hmm .. contact u ... hmm.. soon kkies.. enjoys ! :)



xxf0undxx

POSTED ON: 2/28/2006 07:44:00 PM | 0 comments

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Would anione notice?
Would anione care?
If I was already dead
If I was never dere
If I had the guts
To leave it all behind
Would anyone look?
Would anyone cry?
It feels like theres nothing left to do
Still, scream with the might
And dream to leave with you
Would anyone notice?
Would anyone care?
If my arms drenched in blood
From the cuts everywhere
And if I had the guts
To pull this trigger
Would I be missed?
Would it even matter?
It feels like
Death and hate is everywhr
Breathing in the midnight air
Does anyone care?
Would anyone notice?
Would anyone care?
If I finally did it
With blood everywhere
And if I had the guts
To cut open my veins
Would anyone miss me?
Would they still maintain?
It feels like
Theres no reason left to live
You know I'd end my days with you
But you'd have to save me quick
Would anyone notice?
Would anyone care?
If I pulled this trigger
If I even dared
Cause this place feels so empty
Nothing left here
Would they even cry?
Would they even shed a tear?

POSTED ON: 2/28/2006 04:11:00 PM | 0 comments

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watchin e campus star nww.. geraldine ! :D
adriano is which one.? **wonderin**
** bang wall ** tt kw di siao siao called at 6plus, 7plus AM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:( pest !! slpt at 5plusam ok! not funny..
tis few daes kept out-ing till sooo latee ,, wonderinn tmr still can go zouk marr.. ? hmmmxx...
-Ssummaryy-
ytd.. went kbox ..1st time broke record.. fm 7pm sang till 1 .. oMg !!! 1st time go wif diff ppl.. 1st time,, change came in twice ! Lolx,, xtra $$ ...
den went for supper at psr blk 444 (444 ya? wang ler) .. e lamb chop beri lamb .. :D .. milo dino,, bcumin part of my life .. full cream,, can shoo off soon?!! :X
... 29th ... wonderin is tt true.? hMm.. lolx
...march 3rd (fri) $$ in.. postiin out(?)




xX Jus forr uu xX

POSTED ON: 2/27/2006 02:12:00 AM | 0 comments

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woosa woosa!! heehee... oopz,, i noe will kanna naim again, so late still haben slp.. :x .. zoommmmm ,, i go slp ler.. hais,, if hor.. can stay thr always,, so song !! :D ... haben hab time to do sum ''adjustment'' to e pics.... :( ...

....hugshugs.. missya! noe wad.? tell u soon ... glad i found uu..

POSTED ON: 2/26/2006 08:51:00 PM | 0 comments

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-_-''' slpy ler,, but mux blog finish 1st.. concentrate!! sighs i cnt.. e conversation boxs kept blinkin ..n den ... i 4get wad i replied to those ppl lerr.. ,, mux sort out.. in between msn n wlnu now.. **blurrr** dunno who is who ... siiao de,, 10msg plus ehh,, i got reply one by one?! n one more is cumin,, i heard e knock knock -_-'''
funny eh,, suddenly my msn contacts,, all ppl like puttin S.H.E de bu xiang zhang da like tt.. gettin HOT now huh..
jus came bck.. hungry .. but suan ler.. no feel eatin .. stoned at sumwhr jusnow... :(
siick.. ytd zzz at 4plus, nearly 5.? we watched ghost movie,, so boring e show.. den we listened to songs till zzzzz.. i woke pillar up ... got to slp ''PROPERLY'' ma.. lols.. nearly zzz ler.. den pra msg came..-_-''' i woke sis up oso .. so sorrie.. his msg beri ''weird'' rite sis !!!! (( sum1 is distractin me nowww,, wif e webcam.. -_-''' lols..))
we woke up at 7plus.. wa,, so tired... den zoommmmmmm .... hahax, i threw up,,halfway they singin songs .. oopz, so sorri...
siick siick..
but thanks so much 4 everything pillarr !!
march 3rd... ohmy,, ps makin me beri gan jiong oso.. she said she beri scared,, makes me oso scared scared lia0... **mux cool down**
marigold.. lols,, nice name sis tot of.. funny..

w0osa wo0sa-muacksss!

POSTED ON: 2/25/2006 04:06:00 PM | 0 comments

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:D woke up lerr... tot i was habin a dream jusnow.. but den... it wasn't !!! quickly checked my fone ,, yeah,, e msg was thr.. correct !! means ltr i goin ..... !!! heyyy!! ***wrought up***
tt's y i everyhr kept wAkin up ehhh !! heeheex.. :P woosa woosa ,, now goin burn discs,, ltr gib pillar..
unprepared for e reality of ..... ??? dunno... nvmz... -self-contained- self-contradictory -self-inflicted -self-opinionated xxPOOR self-imagexx

some things was simplicity itself - how could i have misunderstood ? ironic situation .,,,
i might say.. .........irremediable ... lols,, e villain of e piece ... dunno wad'm i shiitn now oso...
ltr ltr ltr .... jus a few mre hr to go,, (aft burnin e songs .. fin packiingg) ... zoommmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!! (o^.^o) annther tawnin dae.. dunnid stay at hm!!! :D
wanted off n go prepare ler... but got a msg fm Wholnu now .. interesting qns ... got one ask me how i tink of sch life.. hmmm so bloody long nv go sch ler... .....*tinkin******

POSTED ON: 2/25/2006 10:11:00 AM | 0 comments

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jus came bck,, saw e com on,, so jus came in .. happened to c san blog.. saw last fri de pics,, funny!! sorri doesn't help,, not gonna say it.. n it's OVER.. i broke those promise those wadever.. plan not goin accordiingly.. totally diff.. oh yea their shootin pro,, power.. next aft next turn by turn...*hurts* -*but they nv say wrong one thing.............. ...... *-
it's okii,, 100% my fault... awwww ...
.. aniwae,, i wan go slp ler.. a hard long dae,, no energy left.. ytd ,, over...
BLANK entry for ytd !!! .... zip zip
a dae to remb,, wad a bloody shiit i m.. but at least ,,... learnt smth.. yet ... haben figure out smth..
thanks so much.. pillar .. :D

POSTED ON: 2/24/2006 03:32:00 AM | 0 comments

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sobx..Mission failed.. said wan slp early..yet now..3.30plus ler .. :(
went town wif jk... no $$ but alot of thingy wan buy.. nv realli shop,,cos we 4plus den out.. nxt time early k..den go bugis.. cheaper.. !!!
7plus walked bck to cine wan buy tixs.. on e wae thr,, got one idiot (OOPZ,,kiddin de) CUT between us.. hahax.. i tot is who,, wanted kp le..so no manner ehh hahax, but den........... wa den he tricked us chiong go up wan buy tixs,, yet he bought lerr.. gross sia e movie.. oMg.. yuckss !!! freak death ... wei,, bps ehh,, jk wan shop for her tee de,, den got ppl go see shoes.. :x .. FINALLY.. e vans de.. tink fm nov or dec till now le horrr..
''final des = freak death'' (copied )
freak deAth = us = tmr = if they wan watch prayhardhard they tmr wun ki siiao wan watch ..
BTT,, i wan go tk ... jk when when,, wait for sh 3rd round.?:x OOpz!!..hahax.. she 2nd round on apr 10th ehhh... yeah i won,, sh failed her BTT ..LOLS.. wasted eh sh,,should bet wif u 30bucks meal..

nic asked about my nick lols...fallen outta love.? lols!! funny.. doesn't my nick looks like ?!!
den tok till ...tmr go lunch...wa not funny ehh,, now 4am ler.. den mit 1130.? i duntink i can up ...
again,another add me on msn,,ask for no, gib me his no.. -_-'' dotsdots.. didn't even bother to see or save, jus closed e box.. xirritatedx (speak of e devil.. of one ..dotdotz)
sighs,, so sorriii ,, didn't noe ii..... inspection... ohno,,, nonono,, n didn't noe uu rrr so stressup.. didn't noe tis....... didn't noe tt.......awwwwww ... **tinkin** ... yeah,, i'm lousy,, a sucker .. :( sighs.. i always say shiit w/o tinkin.. drenched wif regret aft tt.. sucker ya.. lalax.. :( :(
still got wad miss out de.. nvm tink dao den reblog.. zoommmmmm ..slpin soon...

-x-countinng downn to march 3rd-x-

POSTED ON: 2/23/2006 03:16:00 AM | 0 comments

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wanted to play games,, but stuck in msn... so in e end.. WHOLE dae haben play dao.. -_-'' shi bai marr..
guess wad.. i ate 2 bread,, 2 banana .. still hungry ..!!! gonecase..
jus signed up for wholivenearu.. rather dun sign.. cos.. i dun like those.. nvmz.. dun feel like sayin..
pray hard dun let me mit dao them tmr,, they sure will scold till no hell n heaven .. jusnow seok alr niam me ler.. :( ... sighs,, but i realli no feel goin wif them ma.. be it tmr or jusnow.. she complained tt games r mre impt den them.. .....................
march 3rd..!! paydae :D !!!! (i tiink) plus posting out ... :S ...


i miss pillar ... i miss pillar...i miss pillar.. <3



--gan jiiong--

POSTED ON: 2/22/2006 11:50:00 PM | 0 comments

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-_-'' ad now.. jus got hm,,, tot e reults over ler.. but a... jus started ! ahh alicia in lerr :) :D ... she soo cute n pretty.. like doll doll .. :) .. eee tt leo in !!! suckerrrr.. :(
ohh,, i hungry lerr,, but... seemed like i jus ate diiner de.. diiao.. zoommmm... go find bread soon ..
no nasi lemak :( .. sobzsobz .. nvm,, at least i tried to pei he le horrr..
guess wad.? ur...................... ........... lalalax.. nvmz.. :P :D
i hope i make it clear to him ehh.. but beri clear le ma... i told him,, i mit e who for diiner.. he should noe i rather go wif who den who de.. sighs.. i dunwan lead ppl on..
''yang gu gu'' askin me about my results now ... sighs,, he's bck in aust.. so good hor.. i oso wan go abroad.. walau ..tempting.. he asked me go overrr ... !!! i wiish i can .. $1500 .. feels like slappin myself,, if aft o,, i go find a FULL time job,, by now,, i anyhow .. closed one eye oso can dig out $1500 de.. :( :( sad sadz..
sis told me president tokin rubbiish..so dunhab e chn u 10 pm show ... hahaz,, she said till beri serious sia.. made me
laugh..
tmr should go bugis wif them marr.. **wonderinggg** but i no $$ sia.. bloody paydae.. still a long long wae to go.. got to deposit $200 plus into my bank.. for dental n starhub.. sighs.. tmr mux ask mum about mii goin thr de plan.. i can stay at his hse ma,, n he can bring me arnd.. no pro de .. e onli thingy is $$$$$$ .. :( ... i tink mum will 100% dun let de !!! sighs.. !!! awwww.. sad sad..

POSTED ON: 2/22/2006 03:26:00 PM | 0 comments

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awww,, wanted play my gAme de,, shldn't sign in ask san wan watch movie not.. had been a long long time since our last movie.. land of e dead ! E 3 OF us watched nite de.. my 1st M18 movie :)

i dunwan always slp till half dae gone.. :( .. i wan bck my normal life.. i dunwan treat day as nite,, nite as dae ler... hard to adapt.. mum was super duper upset wif tis.. they said i screwed up their life too,, indirectly .. :( ..

tis sentence of urs i lead ppl on HURTS A DOZEN .. ): u dunno .. :( but nvm .. i'm ok.
wad's wrong again... i tink story not over,, yet ep increasing.. interesting..?! sighs..

feels like outing,, suddenly,, dunno y,, seok called n ask ... well well,, 2dae is wad date.? hw cum so mani outingg... laggin behind ler,, i dun like 3.. will odd.. but seem like cnt find one more join in.. so always we 3 gers de.. BRB .. zoommm.. to .. eat ...




POSTED ON: 2/22/2006 02:13:00 PM | 0 comments

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yawns,, half dae gone again ! act.,10plus up ler,,ak called ask for hs office no. i crawled up go dig handbk n checked den jumped bck to slp again.. den sh msged .. at nite go watch movie wif e cycling gang .. tink i skip tt, lazy go ( ohno, my fone ringing now.. haben reply him,, tt y... i dun feel like goin, wad should i reply.? ... jk la,,ytd anyhow.. c la,, i got clear up tis mess again.. -_-''' >:( ) den 12plus sh called for ps no... -_-''' again, 2, san called ask me go eat.. -_-''' 4ever cnt slp in peace de.. :P ..
***had a dream **** ! ! ! ! :D heng no ppl disturb disturb,, if not,, skin them alive !! *****he smiled n waved at me hahahaz.. *** so long nv c him lerrr.. lalalaz..
- - -YTD - - -
went swim swim !!! lousy,, all e kids r better swimmer den mi !! I dun even noe frog de.. lousy like shiit.. :(
den mit e 2 go eat .. changed game .. came over to my hse ...BURN BURN .. den go supper.. okii,, sorri,, i was ..fierce.. my EQ ... negative.. :( .... cancelled e outing wif zw 2dae, cos no feel go out.. tmr or fri still got to mit e rest go sing n drink.. *BROKE* still owned kw $$ !! gosh.. a lot of bills cumin up .... SOON..
** actualli, ii purposely de.. not gonna say out .. dunwan hate by ppl or spoil my IMAGE.. :P but i dun feel anithing wrong,, Enlightened le marr ,, face it ! **

i hate... ENIGMATIC smile ....

POSTED ON: 2/21/2006 02:01:00 PM | 0 comments

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jus woke up.. half dae gone ler !! idiotic eric ,, he n his stupid funny logicss.....
oo0o, 2pm now.... zoommmmm ... tink i wan go swim ltr.. :) ***suffocating***
pra asked about e courses i had appiled.. sighs.. march 3rd !! fastforward pls.. i wanna noe my posting.. :)
A new beginning , New chapter soon .. -dere's a limt to wad i can endure.. reaching..!!- i nid enlightened opinions ...
my pillar ,, i found out smth fishy..ehh, not fishy,, is weird.. hmmmz..^^ will b updated soonn..^^ :) after those sickening exam !!
those mess,, i cnt handle.. not trained to .. tell mii wad to do.. whose fault.. :( .. again,, i m e childish one.. :( not used to spare a thought for ppl .. - self-centred-.. but at least i tried wad.. sumhow ..
trying to figure e make NOSENSEs thingy to mi,, to make a bit .. a little mre sense... more link .. but .. sad case,, sum ppl doesn't seem to understand e shit i m facing...or rather understood,, but oso can do NTH .. :( nvm den..
i nid a swim .. :) .. ehhh but i lazy go .. :( ... c my mood ltr .. counting down.. to thurs/fri .. :P

-shagged-

POSTED ON: 2/21/2006 01:07:00 AM | 0 comments

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am ii e 1st to reach hm.? **wonderingg** wanted go bathe,, but e 2 msn me,, dunlike e way they ''INSPECT'' me.. fishyy.. discussin about thurs or fri -_-''' tot they habin exam,, mugging,, yet .... lols..
sighs,, went alone.. cos.. nvmz.. zy wanted go down find me,, but i dunwan.. NONONO..
but he came pei me go work.. data entries,, my eyes closing ler,, yet hab 2 type.. ken beri funny sia..
zy saying WEIRD thingy ehh,,but i pretended i dun get it or smth..
(hahaxz,, so funny,, san telling me 1 story,, seok knew i not listenin :X)
BADnEWS. raining,, i dunnid swim tmr lerrrrr.. sad sad.. arghzzz

went movie jusnow,, not scary... so sorriess ... den went supper.. lazy blog ler.. zzz ,, sighs,, tmr.. :(
2dae got hm at arnd 6,, mum KP.. :x .. dunwish to say ler.. but she still bought lunch for me...HAIS, i suck!!
seemed like i kept eating gosh.. afternoon woke up go mit ppl eat,, at nite oso .. morning oso .. diiao ehh.. sighs,, my teeth so pain nw,, i hate e way she tightened them ehh.. beri pain..
nth making senses now,, at least not to me now.. dere's smth i cnt get it rite... sian,,she mugging,, i cnt fan her,, so i bottled up 1st.? lols.. no feel bloggin lerrr... shagged... arghh,, tmr.. can predict,, ishh a LOW LOw DAE
cnt wait for fri or thurs !! seok said she wanna driink alot,, she wanna go mad !! ME TOO .. goin mad now!!! agrrrrrr ...
can get $100 ytd de,, but mum told ahma kept till after march 3rd.. (for sum reason) wanted tell ahyi i dunwan $100,, i wan go hk tw or anywhr !! anywhr out of sg .. :( .. set me free.. **suffocating**




POSTED ON: 2/19/2006 02:51:00 AM | 0 comments

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die - - kept eatiin,, i dunno why.. now alr goin to... 3am,, not slpyy ehh... haben finish watchin my show.. jus fin. a bowl of mee,, sum chips,, n FULL cream milk.. yumzzzz
went simpang jusnow... hmmm.. wanted to mit mc de.. but lazy ehh..sorri... :X
aft tt went ntuc !! :) i grabbed alot of thingy sia,, mum was unhappi , she commented tt my dad ishh not e owner of a bank.. :X dad cnt stand me,, n said it's enough.. stop taking !! lalalaz.. (ohh startin to feel sply lerrrrr) wanted go supper wif them,, but lazy,, den no gers go oso..
cnt wait for e nxt outing ! ! ! :) .. get drunk? awww,, i cnt.. **A PROMISE **
wad's e hell wrong wif 02.. !!! argghhh !
wad should i do now arr,, maple, fear or jam?? or my tycoon??! :X .. tt zw said wan cum my hse tawn?! now..?! siiao de.. :x .. tmr mux go change e discs. :x den got one mre game ler !! hahaz.. beri jian i noe... zooommmm ....



zzheavy headzz

POSTED ON: 2/18/2006 01:02:00 PM | 0 comments

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awww jus woke up by seok.. they 9plus up ler oMg..no wonder san called at 10,, but i too slpy to ans.. *head beri heavy* wad happened ytd arr,, came online they kept crappin bout ytd.. hahahax.. for sure i noe,, 3 of us DRUNK.. tt san kept wantin to peck a boo.. i wanted to swim .. seok wanted to zzz or smth... e guys cnt stand us i tink.. got to stop us go down swim,, go disturb ppl tents n runnin arnd.. LOLS.. mit them for diiner.. at simpang (bin gave us pens, i oso wan learn!) den i went ep mit mc awhile,, zhen go hm 1st,, yong kw n bin alighted at ep stop wif me..(bin went to mit his fren) seok went san hse... den we 3 went CS ... find sh n shi.. den went to wait for zhen seok san.. zoommmmm to CV .. !! 6 of us played e dice game n 007 AH ! 007 AH made me laughed like hell .. kept losing,, got to driink.. **drunkdrunk** got 2 erxin de guys wanted to knock me.......... ,, while on e way bck fm toilet,, ASS!!!!!!! ..
i took kw de black beer n drank almost HALF(tink he drank 1/4 nia ehh) ! :x den passed to seok n san .. so sorrie.. ohh i haben pay them bck.. den we went beach.. n started acting RUBBISH retarded all these ler.. all sort of funny thingys happened.. erms,, cnt remb .... hahaha,, 1 part beri clear,, kw got PROBLEM carry san :X tink they nearly fall or smth :X ... hahaha they said yong bcumin so man can carry me :X funny like hell sia...:P :X hmmm,, got one part is they 4 dunno go whr ! left we 2 sittin thr ,, erms got impression tt i utter rubiish to him or smth like tt.?? ehhh wad ii said sia??? heard fm seok tt they went played hide n seek ..den zhen n kw got to chase them -_-''' hahahax..
we ''siiao'' till 4plus den took cab hm.. e guys send us hm.. made a patch nxt thurs go kster n at nite go CV again.. dunno e guys wan anot,, if not we drunk again how !? ii dunwan tequila ,, tis time,, shld tk whisky .. :) ben said whisky plus green tea beri nice..

POSTED ON: 2/17/2006 12:36:00 AM | 0 comments

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:::Jus for laUghz!! :::






Special thanKs,,credited to,, EDITED ..,,tAken by JKss.. dunno y all these you de mei de she so clever :x ... a short note: we nv realli posed for e pics,, e timiin, e takiin e expression dunno y all appeared like ''jus nice n rite,, n funny !'' like tt

(roundddd)

POSTED ON: 2/16/2006 11:45:00 PM | 0 comments

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fone vibrating nw.. dunno who called ,, annoymous... got a bad feel,, is UP TO a NO GOOD call..
*sholdn't ask cos i knew e ans.. sighs..act normal.? yaz,, all e while ... *
- -nth much to blog 4 2dae,, woke up by call fm eric .. den sh.... played o2jam.. watch tv... woke up, half dae gone.. supposed to mit mc,, changed to tmr..
- - kinda pissed off jusnow., dun feel like miting them tmr.. quesitonin here n there about ytd y e 2 of us 2gether ,, nv jio them.. n nv go supper all these SHITsss.. --

ytd... did my JAE ler !! :) ... woke up by call at 12.. (actualli up at 11plus ler.. but waiting for e 2 MAIN to auto up n msg or call me 1st ma :P :X) we went SP,Np,Rp... //saw chris at Np , soo qiao man// Rp so biggg !!! arrrrrr .... nice nice sia
ate icecream waffle!! ex,, cnt waste,, so i b e WEI DA de,, helped them eat up e unfinished de.. :x yummmss.. but no diinner :( ... went simpang hab supper...laughed till stomach cramp.... heng nv c them...
1st time,, in train,, i felt soooo0oooo0oo0oo paiseh... e 2 idiots (ooPxx) nth to do,, kept shootin STUPID pics.. findin CAMERA angles ,, tis n tt,, damn hao siiao....
PS : wants more in- detailed? go c jk one,, i lazy blog out all ... hahax... oohh saw jk blog,, haha i was laughin like shiit now.. damn funny,, when is e last dae i feel so ... tinks tt was weeks ago.. cos.. ah,, suan ler.. e problem cnt b solved aniwae... tis 2 daes,, laughed so much.. :)







-xlostx-

POSTED ON: 2/15/2006 12:46:00 AM | 0 comments

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supposed to do jae..-_-''' been doin for 1 hr plus,, nth done ! lost suddenly,, i dunno which to choose... on my own... it's my future.. my everythiing... so i cnt depend on others to tiink/decide/plan for me... tinkin tiinkin...
overzzzz,, until a call .. b4 sh woke mi le,, but jk haben up so i jumped bck slp ... went tp.. saw ken they all... jk got to go bck hm tk e testi all these,, so we 2 followed her.. smth funny happened on bus !! -ooopss- went RP.. (ohya,, got a job, at compasspoint info counter.... $5.50 per hr.. tmr interview at e international plaza or smth 3.30 .... hack.? lols...) den went find KFC.. -_-'''' finally found !! KFC FAKE.. their joke of e dae :X .. everything inside all fake.. e burger, e fries, e ppl, e counter, e chicken blah blah... onli we 3 real ??? den went katong n bedok........ den go psr... mit hy... tiink tt part was e most fun de.. i made hy beri blur.. cos she dun understand wad i tokin.. told her we go sell flowers,, go bukit merah find mountain go zoo see no animals de animals.. lame rite.. whr is e link !? i dunno either.... jus nid 2 deStress !! so anyhow ''ha la'' la .... beri slpy lerrr... jus fin eatin my bread... yets i feels hungry again !!!
mixed feeling now.. cos... ... nv expect like tt de.. realli.. so sorri... tiink i too chidish.?? but ...........
ytd zzz at 4plus... went downstair... tiinkin of e past !! hungry ler den came hm slp... our malaysia trip.... our sch food... our class all these.. hais..
smth is cherrin me up now.. finally.. :) ... zy composed a song for me... tt song was like.. erms.. can sumhow describes my feel now sia.. :) ... well well.. but no tune sia.. sad,, haben out... smth special about e song too.. :) ...
gosh,, haben do jae ! tmr den do ba.. :x

--- zzzz---- hAppi vAlentiness!!!

POSTED ON: 2/14/2006 01:55:00 AM | 0 comments

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**My emotions boil over iin my mind.All held up insiide.I can't let dem out.***
supposed to fold... sorri eh sh hahax.. but ended up helpin san load pics, gossip gossip wif seokie hahahax,, oh shiit, haben reply msg.. suan ler HACK 1st,, lets jus pretends i slp lerr !! beri bad hor,, but i realli no feel entertain him..
beri siian... dun feel like doin anithing.. jus feel like erm i oso dunno... nvm! zy asked about tmr,, hmm ,, but i not close wif him siia... tink shouldn't out.?? or i go mit chris they all.? or go lunch wif e guys if jk dunwan go out.? tt jk,, haben settle tmr thingy den happily go play O2 lerr... -_-''''
zzzz... sply.. woke up at 9plus but so early so turned bck slp n waited till ken miss call..2misscall+1msg ,,unwillingly,, i dragged myself up ! sh oso helped to call me up lols,, beri tired ehhh..... supposed to mit 1230, but i 1 den reached ... :x stood outsiide KFC ,cos mun smokiin... they ordered zinger,, hmmm nvm.. i ate e fillet .. mun'streat.. should order 2pcs hor.. :x.. they beri cute sia,, we 3 ppl,,they took 6 ppl de seats.. -_-''' ytd more cute siia,, discussed one thing ... can 1/2 hr ltr haben discussed finish de ... while eatin, mun asked a beri cute qns.. we watched wad time de... lols.... replied... didn't noe wad show we watchin in e 1st place,, hw we noe watch wad time one.. CUTE rite.. saw willkie .... got 2 hrs 2 waste b4 show starts.. went library awhile... den go mac slack n crapz... saw hc ... hy.. wow,, she .. erms.. nvmz.. lols... daryl n e who came join us for movie.. Fearless..... dun understand wad they showin at e startin cos busy ing sms ing ... should off my fone man,, cos.. arghh nvm la cnt b bother to ... .. mun msged me ask me stop smsing -_-''' when he only was jus sittin right beside me.. beri cute sia..
after moive went find jk n go bedok.. sh came over at 7plus.. aft tt went tamp.. i wanted go hm.. but they dunlet ! :x.. kept my discs n said i can go hm, no one stoppin.. tsk tsk.. awww.. hungry hungry... haha at tamp so funny,, got PPL .. lousy liar.. OOps.. *lie more, worse more* lols ... 10plus den hm,,, sobs,, missed my 1st ep of show.. !!! arghhx..
wow,, now 2.19ler,, sh still haben cum.? tt jk BPS,, took our cup cup mee,titbitzzz n greentea happily went hm.. oh!! I goin to buy blackzhuzhu ler! muacks ger !! :) ...

-2daes-

POSTED ON: 2/13/2006 12:26:00 AM | 0 comments

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siick! stomach wasn't well... sore throat!!-_-''' cnt mit sis..so sorrie!!!! :(
no kfc..... intended to slp till 3plus,, but sh called at 2plus -_-''' ....... ken tm they all said in order to go poly it's a mux pass sci n not dunnid or nid.. -_-''' ... i'm scaredd.. dunno wad 2 do.. -lost-
nite went ep mit sh.. shouldn't mention fold thing de hor?! :x .. she came over my place..... now my room beri messy n dirty sia !! :x ... i tiink she guessed correctly... i now realli no feel fold ler ehh.. :x.. can i return her e 3packets tmr.? :x ... slpyyy lerr... ooohhh she came online lerr... zoom ... i mux go fold ler,,, ltr let her naim again.. hahax.. !! :X hahaha,, bingo! her 1st sentence was............ hahax.. okok i go DO la!!!

POSTED ON: 2/12/2006 02:00:00 AM | 0 comments

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oMg,, e show on ch8 jusnw was like beri nice,, but i came bck on tv.. THE END le -_-''' managed to catch e pathetic 5mins like tt...
i overzzzz jusnow!! supposed to up at 9.. but overzz for 1 hr :P.. darling called 6 times!! cos i charging fone,, n i on silent -_-''' luckily i jumped up at 10,, which i dunno y oso!! so i replied sis n went prepare ler.. :) aft yrs we mit up sia,, i mean go k.. hahax.. :x ... argghh,, sorri ar, i broke down again hahax... thanks so much!! :) aft tt ,,we went buy some stuffs n headed hm.. nono, i went ep checked out sumthing.. eric called n asked bout results,, he said alot of got sense no sense de thingy,,(but mostly makes sum senses la) wasn't really listenin la,,so sorri cos i busy !! L.P zone at EP ehh,, LEILONG... lols,, but like nth de.. i was tkin my own sweet time to do e ''thing'' cos still early! so i went online checked e courses n some stuffs.. wa,, den zoomm !! 7plus ler!! gosh! I haben finish e ''thing'' ehhh!! heng ,, left a bit bit nia.. i gan jiong lia0z,, so anyhow wrap la( but i tried to make it nicer, yets.... -_-''') i tot i will reach 1st ehhh!! lalalax......
hais.... ... 9 choices,, - cop,, i left wad huh.?! T.T ps still ask me wan try pre u courses ma -_-'''
^pls god, gib me tp ,, cos... :P ^
tinks nth much to blog lerr,, zoom!! i wan slp ler,, tmr got to wake up at 6plus ehh.. :) ehh,, hmm zy now popin up a qns,,ah haha,, tinks he joking.?? :x .. or i paranoid ? :x ... hack,, i go orhorh lerr...

i didn't hab a chOice,, do i.?

POSTED ON: 2/10/2006 06:32:00 PM | 0 comments

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well well,, now alr 6.33pm, jus woke up.. by a... er ..should by 3.. msg.. :x .. got one i didn't even wan reply,, waste my sms.. alr over e limit le ye.. RESULTS.. dun ever said i did well,, i noe i scored 19.. but ..jus a surface.. behind it,, who noes.? my sci get bck e same bloody E8,, which gets me to nowhr .. courses super duper limited.. hab onli less den 12 courses.. NYP RP dun even hab a space 4 me.. tp ,, new courses,, like all GAMES de.. for bois de ma! i dunwan b tt pathetic ger in e class eh,, so lonely..!! SP hab 1 or 2 courses 4 mi i tink,, n NP .. so far ehh.. my poa remained e same.. ENG ! ! tt's sucks, i fm a 4 dwngraded to C6..!! e onli thing tt i feels a bit of''light brighten up'' is my maths,, passed lerr... though onli a 6.. they sure naim me de,, sure said i waste $$,, as well dun retake e rest.. can't they praise me ?for at least.. can manage to squeeze into a poly.?! (dun even noe poly wan me mar,,, they sure tk e BESTt one,, those lousy kia like me ,, sure KIP..)
*** recalling bck jus nww *** ... i went to slp at 11.45 like tt,, den 12.30 up.. bathed, cos tot goin out.. nono, i get up,, i vomiited 1st ! <-my hse tis sis askin me resutls now,, den irvin askin,, now xi askin too.. diiaooo-> got bad stomach ache again!! den head giddy ehhh... hais.. checked at hm myself le lo.. i was tokin on fone,, den ps called... tell me moe send e results lerr.. made me so gan jiong! went down.. ma de,, dunno y i live 7thfloor!! e postman tkin his bloody sweet time sia .. sooo slow.. !! ( hmm, shouldn't kp so much,, cos sh de postman haben cum, up to nw ehh ..like turtle man :x) wa, my fren hse fone power man! he took go dwnstair oso can use lols..:x .. my sis prayed for me thanks so much!!! her mom too!! *TOUCHED* wa,, ps,, scored so well,, 18 eh,, plus B for sci poa.. okii, i shouldn't b greedy.. she got sch.. we dunhab.. we kept slackin.. so now,, is pay bck time.. no one no nth to blame at all... ps called,, she said she beri sian dunno wad 2 choose,, she so mani courses to choose eh.... den we those no courses choose,, bu shi more sian.. ? i not sour grapes la,, she get good marks,, we oso happi for her lahxxx.. cos her hard work finally paid off ma.. :) but now,, we not in a mood ..to go out or anithing...
let see, i didn't study for chem.. (cos of smth..) maths, p1 i did !! BUT p2 hor,, hmmm.. i went sumwhr ehh.. wif.. u noe who .. her fault.. cos she tempted me go... !!! hahax..:x.. thanks god.. so muchhh... at least let me pass my maths.. !!! -oops,, pra msg came now.. results again --_--'' -
mum didn't even bother 2 ask cos i made her angry !! DAD called n asked.. at least he cr !! :) ... sis wished me good luck ytd.. dad called hm, mom asked him called my hp..-_-'' under e same roof,, wan like tt meh.. so dad called me,, den called mum bck n told her my results.. so lame rite.. :x
ly...ben..zy.. seok..san.. hy.. ak.. did i miss anyone out.? hmm..
i dunno wad 2 do nw,, so sianzz.... if only ... if only.. .forget it! wad e use of sayin ''if only'' everytime things happened.. no use cryinover spoiledmilk !! face e music la ger !! i'm a suckerrr ...
i nid sum1 to listen .. but sad case,, i cnt find.. cos e one isnt thr.. i realised finally,, everytime when i nid sum1 badly,, thr isn't one .. i'm learning.. to cope those thingy myself.. seriously,, i duwan a course wif no gers de.. but ...... arghh.. zoommm for diinerr..

z-LET mii WHINE-z

POSTED ON: 2/10/2006 06:43:00 AM | 0 comments

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wtf.? been spendin almost 3hrs plus here,, wanted change to a skin i love so much,, but i cnt get it done smoothly! i GIVEUP.. bloody hell.. now alr 6.46am.. duntink i wan to slp.. i tiink all my peepz r in their lala land lia0z.. -_-''' e most ass thingy is tt,, she kip kp ing sia.. wtf.. when is e last time she praise me.? goshh,, yrs ago i tiink! i'm nt tt bloody worse oki.. at least praise me fer smth CAN.?! i nv slp oso let her scold.? oso dunhab her prob wad..TMD.. I NID TO WHINE....
is tis hm jus a place for me to slp onli.? they DOn't understand me.... i tried to b nice,, i swear i tried.. but .. it's still e same, no one notices!!... tk 4 eg jusnw.. i called hm n asked my dad to pass me e letterbox key..den jk called to ask mii whr i m... so i asked my dad to hold on for a second.. but he hang up.. i called bck again,, he KP mi sia! his tone was damn buay song lo,, said wad i beri busy isit, doin big business har.. wtf .?? like ppl call me is my bloody fault.?!!!!! tt y i raised my voice on him too! but ... they dunno.. they asked me speak nicely.. T.T `` no one c e changes in mii, or rather,, they dun bother to ... so.. i'm gibin up nw...`` ohhh.. hungry lerr.. :x 7.5 hrs more ... sighss..

-``diiaoo``-

POSTED ON: 2/10/2006 02:10:00 AM | 0 comments

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diiaoo diiao,, i'm scared !! dunno scared fer wad oso... hais... cnt imagine tmr.. will i cry.? pls dun!! jus came bck... fm supper.. :) ...
went mit ak n jk.. we fm 3plus discussed till 6plus !! counted as FAST lerr,, cos our standard timing for discussion ishh abt 4 hrs plus de,, i remb e worst ishh fm dae 1 discussed till dae 2 .. ONE bloody whole nite,, jus to cfm dae 2 de event.. which is jus A kbox -_-'''' ... pro gang !!! wa,, i waited fer jk 4 1 bloody hr ii tink.. den went mit ak.. at PS.. we went to eat.. den went bck ler.. so sorri.. realli sorri ehhh.. i noe ishh my fault.. cos i rushiin to mit another fren..:x ... aww.. i no mood to blog lerr.. i jus hope i can get C6 fer maths pls! or a D7.. sci,, i m prayiin for a D7 will do.... okii gonna call my dearie now.. :) ... hw cum onli sh onlinee,, whr jk.?! wanted cfm tmr thingy wif herr.. -scared like shiit- e shiit lives insiide me... i hate e feeliin of waiitin... yets.. i wiish tmr nv cum.. i sucks! awww..

xx-imu-xx

POSTED ON: 2/09/2006 01:28:00 PM | 0 comments

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yawns,, feel so zzz.. my stomach wasn't tt well but gettin better ... ps called -_-''' early in e morning !! okii, wasn't tt early,, alr nearly 1pm ler.. asked me about JAE thingy .... wad a super duper nice qns to hear huh..especially when u r not even fully awake-_-'''.. BPS de,, still commands me to wake up..,, ask e gang go wait for her knock off at 11pm...
sighs.. tmr.. i can't wait for tmr.... to pass away !! oMg,, looks at e mirror... my eyes.. kinda ugly...puffy puffy !! ... i bet his too :x
tiink ii break down umpteen times ytd...did ii..?.. seeiin him,, my stomach feels no mre paiin..(onli for tt pathetic few hrs) *miraculous recovery* e wind was cold ytd.. but compared to e lonely nite b4 ytd,, it was totally nth... at least ytd was so much warmer :) .... ii tot u wun b here animore... ii tot ii lost it all ... ii tot... ii tot....ii tot... *tears rollin* aww.. i hope tmr wun b like tis.. let my tears dry fin. by 2dae pls !!.. mum was upset tt ii kept goin out in e nite,, she niam like siiao,, i bursted into laughter when she asked isit 12am de food more cheap.?! okii, i noe she was jumpin like mad,, but funny rite her qns.? so i jus luff.. though i noe i luff at e wrong sort of time !! she luff too.. but cont. naggin again ! ! ! i mux get her i not stupid too .. her nagging are drowin me !!
got a miss called by ben at2plus,, i jus pretended i dunno, n went to slp... haben get bck to him yet,, cos ii noe roughly wad he wans to ask.. i dun tiink i feel like answeriin nw...plus i hab no ans too.. so sorri..thanks so much 4 e concern....
feel so slpy noww.. should i go slp or ...mapling.? ! wonderin e gang goin out not ltr de,, if not,, i go mit other le arrr.. is sh tt pig still slpin or smth.??:X ...... hmm, i feel like mittin sum1 at nite.. but... hais,, ii dunno.. can i.? T_T

--siick--

POSTED ON: 2/08/2006 02:12:00 PM | 0 comments

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AK msg woke me up... now !!! ohmy,, she scared me abit.. i tot she mean get results ler -_-''' ... zZzz ... got a bad bad stomach ache eh!! e feel was like tt time pain till go hospital like tt .. but i hack,, jus applied e oil.. n get bck slp,, so tireddd.. wad did i ate ytd.? jus one nugget, ice cream cone n fries onli !! went supper wif my consultant at tamp mart.. stupid consultant,, said 10plus can mit ler,, i waited till 11plus ehh,, sittin at e playground, thiinkin of alot of thiings... den felt zzz so went hm ... den he called n ask me go dwn ... yang gugu leaving sg ler.. so good ! he asked me to consult him,, cos her more xpert.. but he charges !! stingy !! :P ... afternoon woke up by sh !! her beri imprt de qns.. ''how 2 bake cookies''.. LOLs.. ohya, i haben go ask my fren.. :x .... den i came online till 6plus go mit zy ..went tamp walked,, kinda boringg.. den went CV .... i saw my darling at CS !! pretty pretty !!!! formal wear!!! actual plan is go sentosa ... but.. i dun feel like goiin thr..nono... not at tis moment ... tt place.. tt time ... tt everythiing ... *imweak* so siann dunno wad to type lerr,, jk workinn..sh not online,, (ohh my consultant jus came onlinee, i tiink i wan change consultant,, tis consultant ,, makin my head beri bigg.. but i appreciated his help n all these,, thanks so much for ur time taken,, ur shoulder n every everything !! i tiink he bth me oso ,, so sorri.. e way i handle my stuff sucks to e core.. ii noe .. tryin to change , so pls b paitent wif me !! ) haha if i get e job,, den $250 will b mine not HERS !! :x ... i feel like goin c doc.! ytd plan go eat ltr wif consultant.. but tiink cancel ba...no mood yet coss...... n stomach cnt take it i tiink ... arghh.. i wan go eat .... ohh, jk online !! oh, she oso got bad stomach ache ... get well soon arr.. tk cr worx, rest well !! tis week passed so fast man !! i mux get well soon,, nid sum strength to deal wif e after effect on fri ! (lols,, familiar ya jk ) mayb i go tamp c doc now.? hais...

fri dun cum ?!

POSTED ON: 2/07/2006 04:15:00 AM | 0 comments

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came online, tot sh n jk will b in,, but dunhab a...sian,, so came blogging while waiting for ben to bathe finish den go call him , guess he jus reached hm? cos he sent me to my hsedwnstair den he walked bck to his blk again.... finally i watched i not stupid too !! hahahax!! ohh kw cried sia! :x... went to watch at PS wif ben n kw.. ben msged me to come down,, but i was still msn ing sh n jk .... !! he should informed me when he was about to out! cos i haben prepare hao ehh.. hahaxx, we realli took same train as sh eh! :x but she didn't see me... zy msged said results out on fri -_-''' !! wasn't realli tt low, cos i knew long ago it was feb 10th.. ben saw smth he shouldn't see!! ohhh hmmmzz.. :x ... we went PS,, took long way to go up 7thfloor cos i was tellin him ''story''.. ... checked time,den went arcade.. den sh called,, nosiy inside,, so i cnt hear clearly.. but i heard fri take results.. how cum u all all noe arr.?? den we went taka,, slack,, read mag at library..got song listen eh! hahax,, got shan hu hai !! while waiting for kw.. we walked bck to PS eat... cnt make up our mind of our dinner,, in e end i said anyhow eat la n suggested long john,, but ben ate in e afternoon le,, he suggested foorcourt, mac, kfc,.. but i insisted long john.. hahax..sorri n thanks boi !! he ate bck e same thing ...
kw came at 8plus.. aft long john,, we went mac,, cos they wanted to smoke.. den slack till 9.20 like tt,, went watch movie... pra msged said results on fri.. even he oso knows sia... eric msged asked about e job... aft movie., took cab dwn to tamp find yong.. supper.. ... zy asked me go bck Pj wif him den go orchard,, weird rite, so i rejected.. den he said mit me at nite for dinner at tamp or smth.. wa,, den he got travel fm CCK till here ehh... pro pro... e 4 of us slack slack tok tok till 3plus... tiink i saw tt bryan!! or wadever he is called.. e star idols de.. eee, he real person not tt yanda0 de.. i didn' t tell e guys, cos duntink they interested at all .... (ohhhhzx, i did smth...,, which was not supposed to ..but.. hmmm...ers... hais... ahahax, nvm.. ) den went hm.. both of us walked hm.. he called me ''dun waste time''.. alamaksss,, seemed like everyone sayin tis or smth.. he kept repeating for e whole nite,, dunno y ii........................... erms,, i oso dunno y... cnt tiink of y oso.. wow,, we actually fm tamp walked till simei,, (half way thr e way, mum called,, -speaks of e devil-,, he was asking me my mum wun scold meh so late hm... den .. my fone came ringing.. -_-''' n yeshhh, it was e devil :x ) pro rite.. summore i wearin high heel... pain eh,, cos got ''bubbles'' ... okii,, tiink he bathed out le bahx.. i go call him ler... fri dun cum pls.??! sighs..

POSTED ON: 2/06/2006 03:01:00 AM | 0 comments

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supposed to go to bed , but i went online again... e tears droppin again.. lying on my bed listenin to my Mp3,,, mux b e songs too sad ler,, but who was i fooling.? tears dropped b4 i on e song.. realised most of e songs in my fone sounded so saddeniing... still rainin,, so cold outsiider,, but tis empty rm was even colder.. heart freezing.. sis will b sad too if she knew i was so loww.. misses her warm warm hug ... n her warm greetings n everythingg!! :) ... okii,, tiink i cried for more den 18mins.? (cos 4 songs had finished :x ...) tiinkin of so muchh (er, not beri much la actually :X ).. in e past ,, *so scaredd* i'm sorri for alll shiitt,, i knew i didn't treasure everyone, everythingg.. `` divine retribution`` now?! awww..
i got up,, stared at e wiidoww,, cold... went bck to slp,, but cnt get to slp! COS.. hungry ler.. :x .. so i off e fan,, den went kitchen , poured my FULL cream milk (yum!) n a slice of bread.. dunno y no beer at hm de,, nvm,,had alr drank ytd.. grandma was naggin.. -_-''' she doesn't allow me 2 driink tt .. yawns,, cry finished ler ,, eyes slpy,, gonna let her rest.. lols,,
sis, i miss u !!! jiayou kkz!!--soon not even 1/8 ler i tiink/ii hope ..but not i wants ,, winks,, onli u understand ya.. :)

POSTED ON: 2/05/2006 04:50:00 PM | 0 comments

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.... wad's hell wrong wif cbox.?! yeps, smth is beri wrong.! cnt login ! i tiink i had been spendin ONE bloody wk doin blog lerr.. it's like nth done yet?! ohno,, wanted 2 slp early 2nite,, den.... sh msg came,, asked me go tk nap if i bored ....... for a few seconds,, i tot she sent wrong.. den i realised .. 100% nv send wrong,, she wanted ... me to wait for her knock off den teach her BLOG.. shouldn't disucss e topic of bloggin wif her ehh! i tiink i 2nite mux teach till vomit! i was eatinn when she called jusnow,, BPS.. retorted tt i stole her skin,, -_-''' hey,, is U S-L-0-W .. super BPS,, still commanded me to tiink nick all these 4 herr.. ..... :X :P
pra's msg came at 3plus -_-''' kw msg woke me at 12plus -_-''' dad called at 1plus ..-_-''' cnt even RIP,, left 1 batt, so i took my fone OUT n charge,, n happily went bck 2slp :) .. after a while...-_-''' yy came in,, said i got a call.. -_-''' ... sh called.. -_-'''... tt's when i finally dragged myself up.. yy asked about o outing ya.. thanks ar,, wad a good qns EARLY in e afternoon ! -_-'''
*so lost* ii dunno y .... smth wasn't right ... but wad went wrong..? ii dunno .... didn't even know wad i wanna blog now aniwae,, guessed i was too boredd.. boredd in a sense tt i m ... low? or smth.. i was waiting.. waiting for..?? funnie.. i dunno oso or rather i dunwan to noe.. i dunwan to admit.. admit smth ... ..................................................
[irretrievable situation/irreversible change/irreparable damage]

-oRchard-

POSTED ON: 2/05/2006 12:15:00 AM | 0 comments

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zZzzz.. so slpyy nw.. slpiin soon.. :)
woke up at 8plus.. zzz at 4plus..! panda soon.. wanted go www wif them,, but i lazy.. so mittin them go orchard aft their www.. almost 4get wake prakash up :x cos tokinn to sh... ''yang gu gu''(LOLS) made me so gan jiong out,, in end they still eatin -_-''' so i sat till pasir ris... went ws.. damn funny his intro of me to e china ppl.. :x .... intendin to settle at a place den msg prakash whr me,, but in e end saw him sittin at e near cine thr, e bank office thr.. they wanted watch e chingay -_-''' but in e end cancelled :) :P ... we went arcade.. aft tt shop awhile.. den go tk neoprint.. prakash requested for one.. dun ask mii y, i dunno oso.. asked yang gugu can gib mar,, he said gib lo.. anything.. so i went mit him at e old place earlier on de,, den passed him.. den went bck find them .. act.wanted go meiyun sis hse eat steamboat,, in e end cancelled, cos their parents wan them bck by 10.. n HELLO,, it's 9plus when they called to hurry us,, we haben eat lo.. yang gu gu was quite pissed off man.. lols,, i knew he wanted say hong gan.. but he jus bursted out e word hong... den changed to ... die.. lols.. he beri funny de,, dunno y said should tear dwn taka, far east, bugis, leave wisma alone.. like tt we shop sai ar,, he said dun shop lo,,shop for wad.. build other thing,, wanted argue bck, isit should build library ?!! but i diam,, cos i scared him.. lols, chao ah beng !! :X nv realli tok to e china kids,, whole nite,, i tiink i was busy ing sms ing.. wa, their parents beri rich sia... gib us.. USA 100 ..!!! so many of us here ehh,, ii tiink they super duper rich de... ii hope nxt yr they cum again :X ... :) i ate macaroni soup,, same as xi.. haha, she told e aunty, dun add tis dun add tt blah blah,, den e uncle ''lame bck'' said dunwan soup.? we both laughed,, of cos wan la,, lame boss! e EMI called !! but den i was eatin, she said she will cor bck tmr.. -_-'''' ii hope not..

......... wanted to slp lerr,, den pra. msg came ,, nice one eh,,... one qns of his is when i goin dye bck my hair,, ite dun allow coloured hair..-_-''' makin me low..
wa,, jk blog beri nice,, jealous.! she noe how 2 make bottom de le,, i still dunno,, kao wad a stupid fool i m.. :( ......... again,, another one asked me o out soon rite,, always i wan slp or jus wake up,, ppl will pop tis qns de... but nvm,, tink i ''numb ing'' soon lerr...

HTML driiving me maddd

POSTED ON: 2/03/2006 10:00:00 PM | 0 comments

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been sum daes,, i still stuck here.. kaoo ehh.. y can't i make nice nice blog..?? sighsss
2dae should go e outiin de,, but i zZz at 5plus .. den 7plus mux up, wa,, so tiring,, i jus dun feel like movingg ehh.. sighs,, useless,, i jus cnt say out wad i wanted to.. bloody pride..
okii,, thanks so much okii.. at least i noe i still not at e deep deep bottom yet ! :)
zy asked .... but so sorri i jus dun feel like sayinn.. i feels bad sia.. i nv go wif him for NP open hse.. he called,, but i sill in bed,, lazy piicked up.. aft tt, told him i was sickk.. he still so caring.. ohmy,, m i tt bad.? sighs.. okii,, thanks for offerin ur listenin ear,, but i ... dunnid them now.. cos we .. not tt close huhs.. so better.. keep a dist.. :) ytd went hab FISH N CO !! :) ... wif e gang.. wanted to buy my slippers,, but x ehh,, sh said not worth it for a NO brand de.. irvin called me go another side,, buy $0.90 de.. -_-''''
anyways, thanks so much to e 2 of uu.. :P .. how i wiish u 2 b couple sia,, den we 3 can b happi family ehh hahahax.. OOps... ii dun tink they noe wad i tokiin ba..hahahax..
oops,,got an anonoymous call nw.. mux b eric.!! dunwanna piick up, waste my $$ onli,, ytd i on phone for 1hr plus ,, oh my, bill sure high de,, but no choice, cnt use hse fone,, cos is alr 3am plus! n mum naggin i usin com till 3plus,, if she saw i go use fone.. i tink her blood sure boils till bursted n drop dead to e floor ba ! ! oopx ! ! i tiink my fone spoiled le,, siiao de,, got probelm..
sh msged ,, said go driink at nite,, makes me xcited,, yet she 1 den knocked off... so late,, mum dun let me outt.. sighs.. ytd dunno who scolded me like hell, n said driinkin is bad,, den 2dae asked me go driink.. -_-'''
ah ha,, really is eric called sia ! i busy la,, dun even wan reply his msg,, oki, i noe he sad,, pls la,, u older den me, u nid me guide u.. den who help me sia.. i oso got mountain problem okii.. results out nxt week,, damn IT.. wonderin was mum n dad stress abt tis too.??!! they kept scoldin me 4 NTH.. a while said i kept using com,, diiao, den again said i kept goin out,, so is i kept using com or kept goiin out ?!! i woke up at 2plus oso kanna bang.! I nv eat oso kanna shoot.. pls !! ohh i haben eat diiner sia.. ! ! ! GONNA go dig food ler,, feel like orderin... MAC SPICY ! ! :)

i niid helpp! i jus dun feel like msn ing animore for now,, but ...... hahax nvm.. radioblog.? jk,, u makin mi go nuts.. cos i cnt handle hahahax.. tokin to tt victor beri pek chek sia,, had a hard time readin wad he typin.. n tt time,, ohya tt time,, he asked for me hse no. n my hse add.. diiao... i tot he stop buggin me for a few months lerr!!! ,, y cums bck tok to me again.?! stay away can mar,, i got enough problem ler,, no time entertian u n ur stupid problem or qns ...

POSTED ON: 2/02/2006 01:46:00 AM | 0 comments

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wa,, i feel so slpyy,, tt san d/l maple so long de sia !! like turtle sia.... fm i leave her hse till now,, till haben fin. diiao.. we went drinkin.. :) got hm at arnd9plus, den online, she asked wan out not,, so steady lo.. lols, our mo qi still nv change ehh.. hoho.. jb got hw do,, yet he still pei me go eat dinner.. he even help me buy e food n drink... so good.. we went pop a while.. den went ... to a dark place wif no ppl de........... tk photo !! :X hahax.. as usual, i was late,, he came to my blk downstair, den walked go ep,, saw seok on e way.. i tink he 1/2 sian diao le when i kept sayin one of his fren beri cute.. lols,, but realli beri cute sia.. can i load e pics here :X .. so cute n yanda0.. wanted go 409 driink, but no satay le :( ... oh.she still remb e blk of....sumone.. *everything looks e same,, but e feeling sumhow changed.. * so we went S11 thr.. i wiish i can get drunk like dead man.. but nv.. 2nd dae of ny, i drank a can.. cos too bored.. i on my mp3,,...... den a drop.... y... jus a drop of tear went down my left eye side.. i had no intention of cryin.. i was surprised at tt too.. wad was goin on,, i dunno.. sis told me once (smth) .. jh asked me once (smth),, e smth really beri smth ya.. *if onli choosin to believe wad u onli wiish to noe can make a person feel betta,......... sadly it's not e case,, u will sit thr pondering more... * sighs....
wa,, wad tokin me sia.. i feel stupid typingg so much rubiish ehhh .. n realli rubbiish ehh..
walau eh,, feel like slapin san sia,, d/l so slow,, shouldn't tell her about maple ya.. mi n my big big mouth.. tot she will say stupid game ... yawns....

POSTED ON: 2/01/2006 04:33:00 PM | 0 comments

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-.boredd bored.-
so boredd, browsing thrg e blogskins,, all damn nice, i wanna make like those too.. but i dunno how,, scrollin words, nice pics, nice wording plus music,, arghh,, sumone helps me pls ! tis few daes were damn tiring,, nv get enough slp,, ... cyn, went bai nain,, kanna dragged into a car i dun wish to b in,, -_-''' i THANKS mom for tt. all threw me alone.. in e car, tt ''auntie'' asked bout stupid stuffs ... asked bout my dad, my mom, n my bf -_-''''...how m i supposed to ans? say e truth she also dun believe sia, -_-''' went to their hse, said sing songs,, i requsted for dao dai, dunhab-_-''' cyndi de oso dunhab :S ... in e end i choose, Jolin de ni hai ai wo mar,, mic got problem !!!! so nv sing,, makes me excited for NTH... ohya, i saw tt ben.. on nye afternoon, outside e lift of my blk.. ohmy.. i looked damn ugly, wif no make-up, messy hair wif ytd left behind de eye linder (lazy to wipe it off:x) ...went down to tk smth. he looked like sissy..his doll doll hair..ohmy...!!!
CYN- online at nite, jk suggested for a movie.. fm 8plus, we dragged till 11plus .. -_-'''power man.. dunno wad e hell we discussing oso ehhh,, i took a cab out cos i tot no train ler.. (in e end i found out still hab lor TMD) ended up we nv watch oso, no tix,, left 1strow, bloody hell, y didn't we book online man.. -_-'''' so we went mac grabbed some food n chit chat..haha,funny topics we had...:x den took cab hm -_-''' wasted so much wif nth done.. zZz at 4plusam... den nxt dae, 7plus AM woke up by prakash's msg.. -_-''' wa, he so early got to go sentosa work sia.. ytd his msg beri weird sia .... hmmm... wad's he hinting.. *hmmHmm mmm* went my grandma's hse, waiting for others to come.. zzzzz... hahax, yeah, i gonna tour arnd sg on fri, cos china relatives cumin -_-''' didn't noe i hab so mani relatives sia..heard aunt discussin wif uncle they all.. so i KPO sit thr listenin, den they asked me wan join not.. aunt said i sure will join cos e last destination is GO restaurant eat ,, but i prefered e thurs outing ehh.. they goin sento ehh!!!!!!! underwater world...dolphin lagoon ! ! ! ! ! ! !!!!!wad a pity, aunt cnt tk leave for tt dae.. :( sad sad... somebody asked me about bf again.. -_-'''' seemed like tis topic so ''hot'' recently man ...
ytd , sh called , she told me smth funny.... jk was laughin non stop for 15mins for a stupid not joke de joke.. haha,, i was laughin too...ma de, they went watch i not stupid,, when my turn sia.. *despondent* sh suggested goin jo hse gamble.. in e end cancelled,, willkie goin watch movie,, ken anything,, me n nic wan slppp.. tink sh lazy oso :x ... chris called , asked me join them for movie...I NOT STUPID 2... but i still in jurong ... -_-''' hahax, in e end also no tixs fer them.. oopS...
tot 2dae can slp till afternoon, but 10plus woke up by prakash's msg..-_-''' tot is my alarm, but realised i nv set ani 2dae... wanted to reply him, but i zzzz till 1 hr ltr den reply :X ... ohmy, i cnt slp anylonger,, got to up at 12plus, cos little mark comin.. dad kept cumin in dunno say wad shit.. asked me faster wake up eat ... prakash called, but i was busy... lols, he always called at e wrong time of pnt... guessed i cnt watch i nt stupid within tis few dae.. sighs,,, cos he ps me :X oops, i used e wrong word ehhh but i dunno should use wad mah.. :x ... i better dunsay much lerr,, cos....... nvm... :) ask me urself den..
tt ben , said 2dae go out, in e end he cnt.. so changed to mon,, yeahh, i wanna watch i not stupid 2,, he said he treat !!! make sure pls. !! :X eric called ,, jus now n ytd ... he seemed more gan jiong about e job den me man! o0oo,walala,, he got love problem.. ohmy... i oso dunno how 2 console him,, cos i kept sayin wrong thing,,n he said my words hurt... ya, i always said wrong thing at e wrong time man..but wad i said is FACT wad,, ... asked him tok thing out nicely,, like tt diam diam got wad use rite..all dunwan say, as if like tt can settle man... oops,, pot callin kettle black?!? :X he tot of a plan, asked me discuss wif fren,, i lazy go ask my frens oso,, i tink they ... break better.?! :X since e ger ........... dun feel like typin.. too long e story.. in short, e ger like sian of him le,, den got other guy.. smth like tt la... ............. diiaooooooo
ohh wilkie gib me a webby,, a fone, when shake e screen will hab colour, how cool !!!!!!!!
http://www.mobile-review.com/phonemodels/samsung/samsung-e760-en.shtml ... -_-''' lols, asked me whr jh..die lia0z.? m i jh's PA?lols... jh likes playin MIA arrr? go whr oso nv tell his frens ... die in malaysia oso no body noe sia :X .. wa, omg, how cum all my frens part-time job r dreamersss ?? wilkie said he goin to win 1million ... :S den bring me go orchard shoppin.. ya, i'm waiting,, but i tink wait till i die, he oso wun win de la.. toto so easy win, i long ago win le lo....
wa, if i hab 1 million,, i wanna go build my farm..!! plant strawberry.. like tt dunnid go NTUC buy,, somemore so x, not fresh, sour.. den mux queue n wait so long ... *faint* ....
nic said fri go jo hse,, how cum sh nv say.?! so is a ON or not..
ohhey, jk ... i got e angbao lerr !! whr my pig... jz gib me 4 ,, i picked up one myself.. know wad i tokin mar..lols...
zy asked me go np open hse ..... hmm i feel like........ okii nvm :X ... ohya, yahor, tmr,, !! jusnow forget wad's my plan tmr,, yups, tt's my plan tmr ,, go np ....
gtg ler,, mitting jb,, cos too boreddd.. he treatin me dinner?! he said so.. lols.. zzzzzz

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